I feel myself falling away. I'm getting closer to the ground and it feels like I can't pick myself up anymore. Is this fatigue already? My mind's locked up. I can't bring it to full alert mode. No motivation/ fear/ inspiration/ determination. No eagerness to embrace. Am I going down just like that? I am afraid what might be coming if this keeps up. But, it looks like the flesh is weak. Too weak to respond to imminent danger. Need to wake up NOW.