Wah, I can't believe I'm actually back here on my very underutilised blog after what, a year or so of absence? I think my English has really gone wayyy down the drain after being here for so long and speaking almost close to nothing but Japanese everyday. Sometimes I even forget the words I want to say or even how to structure a sentence (SCARY!).

Hmmm. Thoughts... I don't know what to say or how to begin. Just so many things have happened and are happening. Overall morale at the moment is well... not very cheerful to say the least. Downcast skies and a gloomy forecast for the near future, a downtrodden spirit, close to fallen warrior. Haha.. Why am I such a sad existence. The more I draw or dwelve into the artistic realm it seems as though I get further away from what I try to grasp. Why does it feel like such a forlorn relationship? Strange.

Anyway, it's the night of the last day of winter break. I'll have to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow morning to go to school. Thus the madness will start again and so will depression, probably. However hard I try to do my homework it always takes such a long time, not to mention not being able to achieve the results I try to work towards. Maybe its just Art? But, it does feel like its killing me, a little everyday.

Hmmm, anyway, not much time to elaborate further I guess. Have got quite some things due tomorrow and haven't quite completed yet. Hopefully, I will update again soon and will be able to add more description to my puny little situation now.

To anyone who reads this, thanks for reading. After all this time of keeping quiet, thanks for bothering to even check.