The exams ended rather abruptly. I was still studying til the wee hours the night before so when the last mcq paper ended, it felt a little weird. All of a sudden i don't have to study anymore! Thats good i guess, but its bad also. Because all this while i've been charging ahead, head buried in books and all. Now that there's no need to do so, its like i've lost any reason to live anymore. Today was a wasted day because of this. So much free time but yet i don't know what to do with it. For these next few days, or even the week ahead, i want to just severe connections with anything outside and just live in my own world. I want to have a conversation with myself. It has been overdued far too long. Like an empty shell that watches the world go by, it pains me to see myself like this. It hurts when i can't define who i am. Everything i've had to let go so there's really nothing left. Just need some respite for the soul. Please try to understand.