It has dawned on me that i need to become more capable. Stronger, in another sense of the word. I came to this notion after reading the Prince of Tennis 12. Ryoma's being in my understanding. I think i know what sort of person he is, and i want to be something like him. In the face of overwhelming odds, nothing really matters except your will. Being unfazed by the external, and totally in tune with the internal. What prevails in the end is your passion which will surpass whatever's in the way. The amazing thing is his outlook on things which ultimately derives from his passion within. Me, i'm not very able. I can't even multi-task. Give me a little bit of pressure and i break down. I need to get better. I need to subject myself to greater forces that will stretch my limits, tear me down, heave me against a wall and break my bones so that i can stand up stronger than before, and take beatings twice, three times as hard.

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