Every little step I take, every little piece of the world I see serves to constantly remind myself of the one thing that is important to me (besides God :) ). And that is that I cannot trust anyone to show me or teach me what animation means to me other than the one obvious choice I have left, and that is to go to Japan. My hopes have been betrayed, Singapore is definitely not the place to gain any useful skill or knowledge. The heart and passion and the giving that comes with such passion is so obviously missing that it sort of pains me to see how horrible they are at it. It is one thing to be not so good at it and quite another to hurt a person through such methods of "teaching". It is quite demoralising, but to stay strong, I need to control my thoughts. This is not animation.