Monday, May 01, 2006

Hello. Another bout of absence due to an absolute lack of excitement which leads to a lack of motivation to blog (or talk) about anything. I wonder who reads this blog anyway now that Joey's gone to NS. Anyway, Cheryl pm-ed me a link to a colorgenics test online. I thought it was one of those 'click here!' viruses that circulates on msn at first. Results below:

Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?

Awww. I just like the colour black, ain't my fault right? Personally, I feel really yin and yang-ish. I'm a black and white person. I even reckon that I have the responsibility to balance out energies and keep things within the vicinity in harmony. I would say the results are preety accurate larhs, just I'm not that depressed and sad and suicidal and I want to live in total darkness where the light doesn't come close to shining- ish as the results seem to depict. Yeesh. But its preety accurate nonetheless. Do it, and tell me what you got.

P/S. I HAVE heard of that cliche before, dummy. That's why when I cry, I cry alone and I don't expect people to cry with me. Why should they?

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