Another 3 dreams...

I had something like 3 dreams this morning. I kept waking up in between them.

The first I dreamt I was with my friends at school, and I was telling my korean friend best of luck with the homework that she had to do before university started. And she too busy to notice that I was depressed. I was hoping someone would notice. I passed her a note telling her best of luck and then no one seemed to notice I was depressed so I started writing on a piece of paper telling myself to hang in there and all the reasons why while sobbing away really terribly. I was feeling really lost and directionless.

The next I dreamt I was in a game, like one of those on the PS2 or 3. I dreamt I was watching the characters in the story. Somehow they could transform into something else or something like versions with upgraded armor or something. Then there was scene where there was a woman threatening a warrior she would kill this other women. She had a knife and she saying a whole lot of things but she really looked like she was threatening to kill herself in the end because she was pointing the knife at herself and it looked like she was going to stab herself in the face. Then I saw a scene with the main character, and he had gained the ability to transform and he tried to transform into another man character and somehow it seemed like he failed, because the next thing he knew he finds himself in this room where this boss that you cannot defeat was sitting on a chair and began lording it over him with some high and mighty speech. And when the boss snaps his fingers the main character disappears almost immediately with these tiny flames at his feet as though he vaporises. At this point I felt like I was controlling the main character and making him jump everytime the boss was going to snap his fingers while he kept saying he can't avoid them forever or something (typical boss language). In the end he got vaporised and everything turned black. I thought it was game over but then I found myself watching the last scene where the boss was sitting on his chair with no one else in the room and it was like that for a while. I don't know if I was scared if I suddenly gained existence in the game and the boss would try to vaporise me, so I decided I'd end the game by jumping out of the window. Then I woke up from it.

The last I dreamt my sister had come home. But somehow there was only me and her back in our house at home, so she had to do the cooking and grocery shopping. I dreamt she bought a lot of stuff back from the supermarket which she left in this corner, which I forgot to tend to and the next day I discovered there was a lot of fish in there and was wondering if they had gone bad or not.

Before I forget (again), I'd like to post about what I dreamt of last night....

I dreamt I saw a girl but I didn't know if it was a real person or iif t was a picture because it seemed like I could see the brush strokes. Anyway, somehow I felt as though I knew her but when I tried thinking when I last her I couldn't remember. I really felt as though I was looking at her. She had white gray hair, very dark tanned orange skin and she was wearing an intricate black dress with long white sleeves.

I had a dream this morning. I dreamt that there was a this group of guys, and they were a part of my team. I was leading a group of guys. There was one guy who sort of wore spectacles sometimes, and he was kind of like a doctor. He knew about drugs (the good ones), he would know what to administer at the right time and he was very cool. He would be leading the group sometimes, and sometimes he would be at the back. But he was a leading figure when I wasn't part of the group. He felt like the one who was bringing me to the group. Then there was this guy who was a big figure, he was sort of big in a way that is comforting and he felt like someone whom you coulf feel would be able to protect you in some way. In his arms, you would feel that you'd be able to overcome whatever pain you were going through. And then there was a third guy, he's the one that I met first, and he's really arrogant and scary before you get to know him. He's really forceful and he pulled me by the arm a few times but I saw him before I saw everyone else, and it felt like he was pulling me by force to where I was supposed to be, even though I hadn't known anything yet, which was rather confusing and annoying at the start.

But I was supposed to be a part of their group, and when I took my place, I felt like I wanted to work with them while leading them and I wanted to protect every one of them because they meant something to me. It felt like I knew them all and if I had to do something for the group I would do it.

The guy with the spectacles, the cool one, he wouldn't make me do something I wouldn't want to, even if it was the best thing for me and I didn't know it. He seemed to want the best, but he'd rather you figure it out it was the best rather than the forceful guy who'd try to make you do it.

So as a character, I really respect him for that and I kinda like that about him.

I wonder if I'll continue the story from there...