Ahhh. Just had a sumptous western dinner. As i dug into my lovely potato salad, beef strips, peas, salad, soup, egg, fish and garlic bread, i felt like a king! It was entirely homemade (except for the potato salad cos my mom claims she can't make potato salad), oh the wonderful feast. My mom has been so nice ever since me parents came home from their UK trip. I don't ever want this to end. Too bad the prelim results will have to come out someday.

Anyway, i felt i absolutely had to blog about this unhappy affair which i am going to elaborate now. CHEET. My brother being the annoying tang that he is brought his whole truckload of friends back into our cosy little abbot. Not that they were (or are.. since they're still here!!!) wreaking any havoc, no, nothing like that at all.. they are just the rudest little things around! My mom went to the extent of asking the maid to prepare some garlic bread for them since they are still bloody here its 8.49pm now. What kind of 123456 people will stay so late in the first place. And my maid went to toast like 5 or 6 extra pieces of french loaf with lovely garlic spread on them just so these ungrateful fools have something to feel their disgusting little tummies with instead of all that unhealthy junk food they brought with them. But instead of accepting like any person with manners would, they said no. Will you believe that? I mean, i know sometimes its only polite to reject offers because you don't want the person to have to go through more trouble. But this has already been prepared for you and we let you people come and invade out house and stay so long and yet you scum won't take the garlic bread. Hell, i saw all the pieces of garlic bread left and i thought man, just one person a piece ain't gonna hurt nobody. I mean, wth are we going to do with all this leftovers. So i told my brother to go tell his friends to just eat it, its not like you're bloated right. Of course they said no again because they're such fools and my brother being as airhead as ever decided not to press them. He told me "they say they don't want." Hell i don't fcare whether they want or not! Just eat the bloody things! If you're educated at least show you are for goodness sake. Anyway, i was silently pissed with them. I'm also another fool for not taking up a broom and chasing them out of the house with. My bad. I cannot stand such rude people, really. Just completely blows my top off to the far ends of the earth.

Here's a bit of amusement. Ever wondered how the boy beater tank got it's name? Karmaloop's explanation of a boy beater tank:

"This is called the Boy Beater because it is the best fitting tank top you'll ever own, and as such, it will necessitate beating, sometimes with a stick, sometimes with a broom, all the wanna be cassanovas off of your lovely self."

Lol.

Hey.. Ever had the feeling of deja vu? Its weird. Suddenly hits me outta nowhere that the exact same thing happened in the exact same place at the moment. And when I try to recall what or when it was somehow i'd never quite figure it out. Sometimes, maybe it never did happen before but why that feeling of familiarity i'd never know. Maybe it appeared in my dreams and when it happens in real life, it gives me the feeling that i've exprienced such a thing before. Weird.

Hmm. Many things have been darting around in my head these past few days. Lotsa thoughts and little observations and conclusions about things around me. Pweet.

My cat who had kidney problems earlier went back for a blood test about a week ago. The vet said her kidney is deteriorating despite us putting her on a prescription diet. I don't think she's gonna live very long, I mean, thats according to what my mom seemed to imply. We may even have to put her down. My sister in UK told my mom over the phone today that there was this owner back there who had a cat with the same problem and she refused to put the animal to sleep. So guess what happened, the poor cat had to suffer, threw up blood. Man, i'd rather she go to cat heaven early than cough up her guts. Sick and horrifying. I'll be unable to sleep or eat for a whole week. Yep anyways, i've been really nice to her since then. I'd give her a nice rub everyday. I'm sad she's going soon. Though i've never been really close to her. She's been with us for bout 8\9 years already. She's family, man! And even though she seems more afraid of me, creeping around suspiciously everytime i'm around. I still love her. I think we all do. I remember those days, the crazy old days. She was sleeping on the rug outside, snoozing like a baby. And i attempted to sneak up and pat her on the head. Silly thing could not discern my good intentions. Ended up jolting up in a snap once my hand came in contact with a few hairs, mauled my foot pretty badly. Haha. There's a slight whitish spot there now that reminds me of this incident. I had a good laugh when my mom said she looks like a clown because her nose is totally black, like this big splat of a mistake on her face. Ha! That reminds me of momo, when i said her eyebrows were all joined in a straight line. You know my mom said ever since momo left, she hasn't been eating well. Cats have feelings too you know. They know what you mean when you say something to them. Its going to be hard when the time comes to say goodbye. Its always painful. Today she looked so tired, lonely, sad. She used to run upstairs everytime my maid comes up to put our clean clothes into the wardrobe, cos somehow its this coocoo habit of hers to follow the maid around. Well, she doesn't anymore. She used to go crazy and chase all the 'little intruders' out of the house (if you know what i'm referring to). Now she can't do that either. Her kidneys are 20% functional. I really wish i could do something for her and she would understand that she has been a blessing to all of us.

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

bah. Its true its true! And i thought i was normal. :( Just knew i should've chosen fight for the damn parking lot.

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Final Fantasy is probably about the only music that can make me feel such tranquility. I was listening to some FF songbook mahoroba this morning, one of the few times i actually get down to turning on my mp3 player, and at that moment i felt like, Hell, there could be thunderstorms, even wars raging and bombs exploding outside, and i could still be unfazed by the chaos, be still and listen to my final fantasy. Its like i could drop everything of this world and be free to experiece the halcyon nature of the music.

My parents have just arrived home today from the UK. Man, you should see the stuff they brought back. Why is it everytime they go to UK they gotta bring back all these "health" foods. Let me share with you the things that lie on the tabletop: fruit and fibre cereals, breakfast bars, sultana bran, golden balls cereal (thats something like a variation of honeystars just that they're shaped like balls), wheat bisk, malted wheat, Ryvita's minis in cream cheese and chive flavour and mature cheddar and onion flavour, Kettle chips, Go nuts salted cashews, Walkers honey and oatmeal and double choc chip biscuits, jaffa cake, rice and corn cakes, muesli.. I think there're a couple more unidentified things in the fridge. We have enough cereal to feed a cow! Haha. Now i wished i had a camera so that i could take photos of these weird things.

Oh. Prelims in 4 days time! Not counting today. I am so screwed. I just hope i'll be able to think on my feet even if i don't exactly know the answers :<. Cheets.

Today's Sunday. I can't believe i came late for tuition because it slipped my mind that it starts at 5 not 5.30 :<. And i thought i was early too. Silly me. I had dinner with my tutor and one of my classmates in the tuition class. My goodness they were so funny, cracking all sorts of silly jokes. And i had steak, creamy mushroom soup, bread, ice cream and tiramisu for dinner >:D Man, i don't even get to eat such good dinners when my parents take us out. Haha. Am so bloated now as i type this post. You know, i'm thankful for this experience. Being able to chill out with such people who on one hand show depth in their thinking and on the other, being able to kick back and relax and go wild. I've always enjoyed hanging out with bold people who defy the rules. They are so different from me - the spineless conformist. I wish i could be like them. Not indefinitely, maybe just once in a while. When i can just do things my way. Anyways, there was an AE spree today and i missed it. Would have liked to get this.

man.. I never thought looking at guys pics could be so fun.


NOOO! MUST.. RESIST... FANGIRL... TENDENCIES... >:O

Hi dear everyone! :D It has been long since I last posted. Prelims are just two weeks away and I seriously hope that I can do well for everything (besides math.). You know, I have been doing some thinking lately, and I just felt that 'friend' isn't a word that should be taken lightly. We say friend, more often meaning classmate or acquaintance, and most of the time we don't stop to think how exactly this person is a friend to us. I don't think a friend is just someone whom you hang out with all the time in school, have a great time talking to, share the same interests with. It has to be something much greater than that right? Beneath the surface and all that attractive stuff outside, what's the thing that makes this relationship so special that you can call it a friendship?

I just wanted to say that being a friend to someone, it means being able to protect them, stand up for them, believing in what they say, going the distance. And just listening with an intent heart.

Dear friends, these are the things not that I require of you but of myself to fulfill them as a friend to you.

For Huiboon: As cheesy as this whole thing sounds right now >:D (its too cheesy even for me but its what I've been thinking) I've got a special place in my heart for you, and though this friendship seems to be in a dryspell now, I'm glad that its much deeper than just what we make it out to be. I could never turn a blind eye to you.